You Found Me

"Where were you when everything was falling apart?
Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded.
Why'd you have to wait? Where were you, where were you?
Just a little late, you found me, you found me.
Why'd you have to wait to find me?"

I think I pretty much just figured out why I can never say no to people...
Because if I say no, they might stop asking me to do stuff all together, and I don't want that. I just don't want this load by myself. I have so much I was asked to do and not enough time to do it. It's so overwhelming. And I can't say no now, because I already said yes. And if I don't do it, that's more everyone else has to do. Everyone else who has a job or school. I feel like such a bum, such a failure, so rejected, because I can't find a freaking job. Out of all the applications I've filled out, I've had 1 interview. I feel so bad. I'm so stressed out, for what? Nothing...I shouldn't have to do all this myself. I should just learn to man up and say no.

"Why'd you have to wait to find me?"